Edward's room

"Anything..together that is. you dont know how bad ive missed you all but we could hang out and talk about what we have bothh been up to if the others are busy or away."
I look at you hopefully and flash you a bright smile.

My stomach does a couple flips.
"So...your still as gorgeous as ever, huh? Must be a chick magnet at the schools. Haha."
I put some of my hair behind my ear smack my lips.

"i would doubt it..."
I stood up and bit my lip making your mind lust for me as i was for you.
"i still cant seem to get you out of my head..."
I looked at your eyes as smoldering brown as mine were green.
I put my hand on your chest and touched my lips to your neck only tracing the vein.

I looked at you and making you want me more than anything at that point.
"im sorry. i will stop if you like..."

I put my hands on your jaw bone and move you towards my face with my breath almost as entoxicating as yours and arch my back and your lower lip leaving the top one untouched.
I move my hands to your chest and blow on your skin and give you goosebumps. At that point your eyes are closed and head tilted back.

I move away making you more compelled to kiss me more.
"are you sure you want to-" and you put your finger to my lips.

I wrap my arms around your waist and pull you toward the bed.
I pull my self away from you and trace my fingers down your chest to your lower abs.
I get under the hem of your shirt and start to pull up.
I feel your hands bunch arond the bottom of my shirt as well.

I felt the tense feeling in your lips and paused to say something.
"Dont worry Edward. I wont hurt you...much."
I giggled seductivly and moved my hands lightly against your back.

I stopped kissing you realizing that i suddenly had no control over you now.
i grabbed my shirt and pushed you off me and swiftly opened your window and jumped out only to have you follow my every move.

I stopped dead in my tracks.
i fell to my knees knowing you were right behind me and started sobbing.
"i am so so so so sorry Edward!!!
I couldnt control my self..I..."
I could not finish my sentence because i was so unbelievably guilty.

I looked up my eyes a light brown and it startled you.
My shirt was soaking wet and all i could think of doing was beg you.
"Please...pleasee dont kill me.!I dont know what came over me.!
It wsa like a demon rose out of me from my past life.
Just please dont-"
I stopped to sob some more.

I looked up at you with pleaing in my eyes.
My eyes turned from brown to deep green and then to light green.
I placed a hand by your feet and whispered weakly."Thank you. Could you ever, EVER..forgive me?"

I whimpered softly as i touched your leg.
I pulled myself up and flung my arms across yous shoulders.
I could never ever forgive myself, because I had promised my hypnotizing days were over with.
I all of a sudden remembered you could hear my thoughts and i knew what you would say